urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:supersnarfus supersnarfus supersnarfus 2006-05-11T21:39:53Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:supersnarfus:451 2006-05-11T17:28:24Z 2006-05-11T21:39:53Z On days like to day I want to get in my car and drive far and fast to anywhere but here. I wonder why I chose the life i've chosen for my self and why I make myself so unhappy. Why didnt I pick a better plan for my life here on earth? Is it because on the otherside I am just as lazy and careless as I am while on earth? I would like to think that on the otherside I would have installed some more happy moments in my life plan and left out so many challenges. Sure I know that the difficult times in your life make you stronger but what good is being strong if you have no will left to fight? I need to escape.